To one of my closest friends, by PsychoticGenius, literature
Literature
To one of my closest friends,
You're amazing.
Truly amazing.
And I love you to death.
But I honestly don't see how you could put up with me for so long. I've been told I'm a lot to handle, and I can see how that is true. I can't believe you've stayed by my side this long without having one ounce of hatred--or at least, a strong dislike--toward me. I'm not complaining, I'm just... amazed.
To be honest, though I hate to admit it... I do catch myself envying you quite often... You're basically the picture of perfection in almost every way, and I'm the complete opposite.
I'd do anything for you, though I know I can't do much. I'll always stay by your side, just as you
They come in all sorts of forms...
Jealousy,
Lust,
Anger,
Hatred,
Disorders,
Bullies,
Relationships,
Enemies,
Thoughts,
Actions,
Long Nights,
Depression,
Tragedies,
Curiosity,
Temptations...
They're all around us,
And we're told never to give in to them,
Yet more often than not,
We fall right into their grasps.
A Breathtaking Kiss... by PsychoticGenius, literature
Literature
A Breathtaking Kiss...
A Kiss.
So simple,
Yet it has stunning effects.
It starts out slow,
And soft,
Barely noticeable.
Then it becomes more recognizable;
It becomes almost toxic to the senses.
It settles into the mind of its victim,
And he soon realizes what this is.
But he cannot do anything,
For it has already been done.
A Kiss.
So simple,
Yet it has stunning effects.
It takes the breath out of its victim
And lays him to rest.
They glow, and as They glow, darkness fades,
The world becomes brighter,
Happiness is evident, as well as curiosity and awe,
And everyone is blind.
Nothing makes sense anymore;
There is no reason,
No logic,
No lucidity.
Science does not exist,
And the law of gravity falls into falsehood,
For gravity itself is not real,
But instead a dream,
A mere concept formed in the depths of one's mind as he lays himself to sleep.
The world does not spin,
The sun is blue,
And the sky is always dark.
The wind does not blow,
For it has no reason to,
And the trees bend forward, toward their hidden roots, instead of to the sky.
The beating
Is it bad that I miss you?
That I would do anything for you?
Even though a few weeks ago I'd swear I hated you?
Is it bad that I'm remembering now, after so long, why I fell for you in the first place?
Is it bad that my reason is so incredibly stupid that I wish I could deny it?
That this is making my head hurt as if it's being beaten against the wall?
That I know I can't deny it because it didn't work at all last time?
I can't deny that I loved you, but...
I don't want to fall for you again.
So stop.
Stop acting how you used to.
Stop being nice.
Stop pretending like you care.
Stop... just stop....
Be a jerk again, please.
WARNING: The following story contains YAOI--boy x boy. Therefore, if you're not into male/male relationships, DON'T READ IT. And if, for some reason, you DO read it, DON'T BOTHER TELLING ME HOW MUCH YOU DON'T LIKE IT BASED ONLY ON THE FACT THAT IT IS YAOI. Thank you. (:
Paxton sighed as he walked down the vaguely lit road. He had worked later than expected, again. He hated this time of year, for it was the busiest and most stressful period of time for his company. He hardly slept because of this, and he never really got a chance to see his boyfriend, either. Work, work, work. But it wasn't just his job's fault that he didn't spend so much ti
All the pain you put me through,
All the sadness I felt in my heart,
All those times I tried to believe you,
All the words that tore me apart,
All the sleepless nights,
All the times you ignored me,
All the frights,
All the times you were angry,
All the tricks,
All the lies,
All the skits,
All the cries,
All the masks,
All the emptiness,
All the tasks,
All the crudeness,
After experiencing all those things,
You'd think I'd be broken,
You'd think I'd be afraid of endings,
But, to me, you were just a burden.
I promised never to willingly leave you alone,
And in the end, though we're far apart now, that promise was kept,
Fo
To one of my closest friends, by PsychoticGenius, literature
Literature
To one of my closest friends,
You're amazing.
Truly amazing.
And I love you to death.
But I honestly don't see how you could put up with me for so long. I've been told I'm a lot to handle, and I can see how that is true. I can't believe you've stayed by my side this long without having one ounce of hatred--or at least, a strong dislike--toward me. I'm not complaining, I'm just... amazed.
To be honest, though I hate to admit it... I do catch myself envying you quite often... You're basically the picture of perfection in almost every way, and I'm the complete opposite.
I'd do anything for you, though I know I can't do much. I'll always stay by your side, just as you
They come in all sorts of forms...
Jealousy,
Lust,
Anger,
Hatred,
Disorders,
Bullies,
Relationships,
Enemies,
Thoughts,
Actions,
Long Nights,
Depression,
Tragedies,
Curiosity,
Temptations...
They're all around us,
And we're told never to give in to them,
Yet more often than not,
We fall right into their grasps.
A Breathtaking Kiss... by PsychoticGenius, literature
Literature
A Breathtaking Kiss...
A Kiss.
So simple,
Yet it has stunning effects.
It starts out slow,
And soft,
Barely noticeable.
Then it becomes more recognizable;
It becomes almost toxic to the senses.
It settles into the mind of its victim,
And he soon realizes what this is.
But he cannot do anything,
For it has already been done.
A Kiss.
So simple,
Yet it has stunning effects.
It takes the breath out of its victim
And lays him to rest.
They glow, and as They glow, darkness fades,
The world becomes brighter,
Happiness is evident, as well as curiosity and awe,
And everyone is blind.
Nothing makes sense anymore;
There is no reason,
No logic,
No lucidity.
Science does not exist,
And the law of gravity falls into falsehood,
For gravity itself is not real,
But instead a dream,
A mere concept formed in the depths of one's mind as he lays himself to sleep.
The world does not spin,
The sun is blue,
And the sky is always dark.
The wind does not blow,
For it has no reason to,
And the trees bend forward, toward their hidden roots, instead of to the sky.
The beating
Is it bad that I miss you?
That I would do anything for you?
Even though a few weeks ago I'd swear I hated you?
Is it bad that I'm remembering now, after so long, why I fell for you in the first place?
Is it bad that my reason is so incredibly stupid that I wish I could deny it?
That this is making my head hurt as if it's being beaten against the wall?
That I know I can't deny it because it didn't work at all last time?
I can't deny that I loved you, but...
I don't want to fall for you again.
So stop.
Stop acting how you used to.
Stop being nice.
Stop pretending like you care.
Stop... just stop....
Be a jerk again, please.
WARNING: The following story contains YAOI--boy x boy. Therefore, if you're not into male/male relationships, DON'T READ IT. And if, for some reason, you DO read it, DON'T BOTHER TELLING ME HOW MUCH YOU DON'T LIKE IT BASED ONLY ON THE FACT THAT IT IS YAOI. Thank you. (:
Paxton sighed as he walked down the vaguely lit road. He had worked later than expected, again. He hated this time of year, for it was the busiest and most stressful period of time for his company. He hardly slept because of this, and he never really got a chance to see his boyfriend, either. Work, work, work. But it wasn't just his job's fault that he didn't spend so much ti
All the pain you put me through,
All the sadness I felt in my heart,
All those times I tried to believe you,
All the words that tore me apart,
All the sleepless nights,
All the times you ignored me,
All the frights,
All the times you were angry,
All the tricks,
All the lies,
All the skits,
All the cries,
All the masks,
All the emptiness,
All the tasks,
All the crudeness,
After experiencing all those things,
You'd think I'd be broken,
You'd think I'd be afraid of endings,
But, to me, you were just a burden.
I promised never to willingly leave you alone,
And in the end, though we're far apart now, that promise was kept,
Fo
They glow, and as They glow, darkness fades,
The world becomes brighter,
Happiness is evident, as well as curiosity and awe,
And everyone is blind.
Nothing makes sense anymore;
There is no reason,
No logic,
No lucidity.
Science does not exist,
And the law of gravity falls into falsehood,
For gravity itself is not real,
But instead a dream,
A mere concept formed in the depths of one's mind as he lays himself to sleep.
The world does not spin,
The sun is blue,
And the sky is always dark.
The wind does not blow,
For it has no reason to,
And the trees bend forward, toward their hidden roots, instead of to the sky.
The beating
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This account is no more. Though I won't be deactivating it, just because I have an issue with that sort of thing, this account is now dead. Or rather, dormant, for I may come back at some point. Who knows? Heh, who cares? xD
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...Okay, so... I don't really know how to start this.
...I sort of... just had a mental break down... A lot has been going on lately, and I guess I've held all of it in for too long....
So I don't think I'll be on here that much for a while... I think I just need to get away from as much of the world as possible. I don't know how I'm even going to live without my internet escape, but... I'm going to try it because it seems as though there's not much else I can do right now.
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